Tuesday, April 05, 2005
tired. really SICK!! I AM TIRED!!! REALLY TIRED!!
went for dance today. really stressed out. mind was in a blank. i was do the steps for the sake of doing. i dunno whr am i going. no energy. NOTHING!! first time i felt this way. veri tired. dancing is no longer my passion. it's become a chore to me. now i feel like i wanna rest. my body doesn't listen to me. I HATE IT!!
every tuesday and thursday i dread going to school. i feel like skipping practice. but it's my responsibility to complete it. really feel like quitting ler. how arh?? i'm stress out!!
today's was supposed to be a happy day. hehe...happy at school. wif all the fun. hehe... fengru told Mr Khoo whu she like and Mr khoo was like threatening her to tell him. haha...so interesting lah...can see how mr khoo tease fengru.
but when at night. i felt like i'm a zoombie. i keep dropping my phone. heartache. hehe...try dance costume today. it's sucks like hell. ugly. uncomfortable. itchy. all sorts of funny feelings. haiz...depression!!!
karen.fu stop @ 9:30 PM
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