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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
i really dunno wad to do. mind is blank. actually set my mind to go back IJC but now i think wad if i can't make it to U?? aren't i turning 1 big round and back to POLY??
i dunno how lor. really. die lah. i wan mass com but english...haiz...den if i get lesser points i would have been determined to stay in JC. now?? not up not down. ok...bro-in-law say is true. i am somehow influence by my frenz. frenz are doing so well. leaving IJC. den me?? lousy. feeling more and more inferior again.
someone ask me y compare wif others ytd. but does he know i grew up in the world of comparisons. compete wif my cousin since i was in primary 1. so pple do well how i feel?? ok think he'll neva understand me. haha...this feeling is getting stronger. i wanna go somewhere which cannot compete. my cousins are going JC. i wanna run away from them. i am scared of all these already.
today JESS neva come for dance practice. den Miss Quek ask me partner wif the black. ok i know i'm being bad here. but she's really irritating proud too. can't stand. haha...tell u all something funny. it's quite bad actually. haha...miss quek ask us to do some turns den when doing half way i heard her farted. den i was like stop breathing. pretending to look somewhere. anyway i was quite irritated by her, somemore she was black. haha...den she was asking when her partner will be back and miss quek says rachel can't make it. so...haha...too bad for her. ok i shouldn't laugh.
anyway i really dunno wad to choose. 50% ppl ask me go JC another 50% got poly. den how?? cindy says i should go according to wad i like. but wad do i like?? i dunno lor... my dreams?? singer?? not possible. psychologist?? not possible?? i dunno lah... teacher lah... haha...i dunno. i'm doom.
karen.fu stop @ 12:30 AM
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