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Saturday, November 20, 2004
woohoo!! everything's over...no more exams...YEAH!!! today's paper was ok...the paper1 veri tricky...GRR!!! i make many mistakes...hope my paper2 can help...really need to do well for this...hope i can make it...
today's although i am really happy my exams ended but somehow i feel sad...i wrote in to 93.3fm music diary the other day den dj ling zhi read my letter...when i wrote this letter i was crying because i really wrote out all my feelings about my brother and dad...and ling zhi read my letter...i really burst into tears after hearing the whole story again...
i say about the relationship between my dad and my brother...u know my brother actually dun come home often and my dad is often sad about it...sometimes when i see my dad like this i feel sad...i know my dad is veri sad...he felt he's a failure in teaching his children...but i know he's not...he brought us up single-handed...he's so noble...so i think he dun deserve such treatment from my brother...
actually wad i wrote in the letter is...my brother change after he know his girlfriend. he hasn't been coming home...and my dad is veri sad...sometimes i saw my dad looking out at the window, staring at open space day dreaming. a few times i saw his watery eyes. i guess he's thinking of my brother...i see him like that my heartache. i dunno how to help him...i hate my brother to core. i think he neva did his duty as a son before...he made my dad sad...i wish i neva had this brother...NEVERthe dj told me not to hate my brother but i can't do it...i need time...i really can't forgive him...i dunno y.
if u wanna listen to wad i actually write?? tune in to 93.3fm on monday at 11.30am. there's a repeat telecast of it...it's a real story of mine...written wif my tears and feelings.
though today got this sad story i am still quite happy overall after crying my hearts out. YEAH!! Taufik's into the finals of S'pore idols. I hope he win.
Sly's also in!!! haha...i'm also quite happy. haha...though i dun like him that much but i still support him... i think he can made it to taiwan music industry...haha...but i do feel sad for olinda...she work so hard...haiz...like ken say... she's veri "ke xi." really talented but not counted as an idol...so maybe somehow it's her luck i dunno...but i hope she can fulfill her wish as a singer.
one more thing...haha...i won wilber's album!! haha...can save money from buying it...haha...today is full of ups and downs...today i took a long time to write the post...haha...2 hours!!
karen.fu stop @ 1:20 AM
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